If I Could Donate A Book To THE LIBRARY It Would Be THE BOOK Mostly Because That Would Be Fitting For

slay the princess pristine cut spoilers etc

i was brainstorming with buddies on discord and started thinking about damsel ch3 having the blade with her, already pointed at her heart, then just started thinking about the blade as a tool.

i think about the blade so much. a cold reminder of your mission in this world, something so tiny that represents a huge wall between you, your ability to be willing to understand others, to understand yourself.

if you bring it with you you've chosen to take a defensive stance against something and someone you don't understand, but it's so comforting, it gives you options, it gives you control over any situation given you don't underestimate the person standing in front of you. even when you don't want it, when you think you don't need it, it will come back to you. a nagging feeling. you're given the option to be distrustful even when you don't literally have it in you, it's what you've been taught is safety, it hangs over your head and dangles above your heart at all times.

and in damsel ch3 it goes from a tool given weight by the role you're supposed to play, to the same thing but looming over her this time. the expectations of what you're supposed to want and what's best for the people around you and what keeps you grounded, the narrator sang the same tune before, and he hurt her and he hurt you. he hurt himself and his humanity in the process. and now he's taken the backseat and is forced to see how messed up that is by having the smitten be the one pulling the strings of the construct, someone with a perspective so different, but one that ends up hurting everyone all the same, even if he doesn't intend it to do so.

everyone is forced to look at themselves in the mirror.

carrying that blade is suffocating for anyone.

and now im thinking about mr. "let's throw it out the window" contrarian, the only voice you can bring to her heart along with the hero, someone that refused to engage with the narrative and someone that is well aware that his perspective is annoying and unneeded for its purposes.

and then he meets the whole of her, and she tells him about how his courage is beautiful. he's the part of the long quiet that knowingly or not, is more willing to throw aside any kind of logic in order to understand a situation in a way the rest don't want to, and he's *now* realizing that his existence is an important aspect to have.

I saw the movie "The wild robot" and looking the environment and how futuristic is i think on a crossover with 2B from nier automata. Im not the best at background so i used a photo from Unsplash (free images)

PRIDE LAMBS (of all the ones i could be bothered to do lol)

redesigns for au!future

Are we not going to talk about Shamura not wearing their bandages in Anchordeep once? And how their crown has tendrils going into their brain??

Rotate the bird

I used Ibis so the watermark was unavoidable in my case

this awful hospital stuff u post is interesting........where can i implant it into my thought process

breathing heavily as i push the link to you through a slit in the door

cw // for a hospital setting ( of course ), ( tasteful ) gross out content, cartoony-ish gore & body horror, jay, irl imagery of bacteria & a few bugs & a lot of unreality?

NOW I KNOW HOW THAT SOUNDS, but if you can stomach just those ideas, it's DEFINITELY worth a full read & continuation to follow the updates, i promise

My Bizzyboy designs and headcanons! These guys! I got very attached.

Plus various sketches

what if i risked my life and put up (affectionate) with your unhinged monsterfucker brother to save you. and then revealed i was an expert in illegal black magic just so i could resurrect you from a pile of bones. and what if i later explored your body in the bath. and you laced our fingers together and offered to share your energy with me. and what if after all that… there was only one bed. what then.

“I’m a homestuck fan and want something new that feels similar and isn’t the fucking epilogues/hs2!”

“We need more fat/older woman protagonists!”

“I want media with good queer rep that isn’t saccharine twee pastel drivel!”

“Why aren’t there any stories where the hero is actually an ordinary person thrust into an adventure, rather than copping out and making them secretly the Chosen One?”

“Why does no one design monstergirls who’re actually monstrous instead of just a human with fangs and a tail or whatever?”

READ AWFUL HOSPITAL YOU SAVAGES, it’s a horror/comedy/adventure MASTERPIECE about a cute mom trying to rescue her baby and save the world from eldritch abominations that has all of those things as well as delightfully creepy visuals, some amazingly well-written characters (you will swoon at the adorable flirting of a sapient blob of maggots), a great sense of humor, and a surprising amount of heart for a comic with this sort of 2000s Hot Topic Jhonen Vasquez/Maxwell Atoms aesthetic, and unlike Homestuck, actual reader interactivity all the way through! It’s been running for nearly 8 years now and been painfully underrated all that time, please read it, you won’t regret it I promise.