Stats Today 💕

I don’t think it’s body dysmorphia anymore i think i am just kinda fat LOL.

day one

when i started trying to lose weight, i was 57.8kg and currently i am 52.4kg. i binged a lot, but im not hungry much anymore. my goal weight is 45-40kg

"Well atleast I'm not doing drugs" I say as I do other destructive things

day four

honestly a weird concern but i like my chest and i want to lose weight every where but there ngl 😭

Sometimes i look at my $elfharm scars and think “Damn it wasn’t even that deep”

this i love baking and making sure my friends eat but when they try and do it back i js say no 😓

-Bitches be cooking enough food to feed a village then not eat any of it.

-I'm bitches.

having an 3d and being curvy is so hard bc the features i get the most attention on are what i wanna lose

ate lunch today and i feel worse than ever. this morning i reached my lw of 48.4kg but now i think im back over 50 i feel so ill

2025 is my year. I’m going to lose the weight. 2025 is my year. I’m going to hit my lowest weight. 2025 is my year. I’m going to be thin. 2025 is my year. I’m not going to give up. 2025 is my year. I’m going to be thin by summer. 2025 is my year.

day ten

pastries and homemade food. i loved eating danishes and croissants, but now all i see is calories and homemade food doesnt have nutritional labels or serving portions, so its too risky