Cherry Vanilla Tea 🍒 - Blog Posts

skinny girl shopping 🥗

the sweet call of the edge of a cliff lures me closer and closer every day

"why do u need to lose weight u look fine" well people actually treat me like a human now ive lost weight

i will always be a junkorexic i fear

if im bloated tmr im gonna lose it

i have been gaining and losing the same MOTHERFUCKING kilogram for a month this is not okay

i cannot finish anything on a weird minute, i have to stop doing things on a good number (ex: 12, 12:30)

𝜗𝜚 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝟒𝐧𝟒 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐛𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐬

(my dms are open <3)

like an angel 🪽

me core 🎀

gonna have to cut my fast short bc me and my mum r going out tmrw 💔

shameless self promo i made an @na tiktok account if anyone's interested its cherry.angelic 💕

me after i binge

loving food and having an eating disorder is so confusing

Do you know any good low calorie meals? And I’m talking under 100 or 200.

i know that cucumber and boiled eggs are good, and rice cakes are about 50cal. i prefer chewing gum tho, the one i chew is 4cal a piece plus they make me feel fuller. fruits tend to be low cal, and salmon is pretty low cal and had a good amount of protein

Hating your bone structure is torture there’s nothing you can do to change your bones.

I’m so bad at having an eating disorder. I can’t even be above average at being mentally ill.

is it bad that i love it when my friends get concerned about my eating habits like yess validate me

when the mental illness hits so you whip out the playlist from junior high

(the music is shitty, nostalgic, and made it worse.)

Why are all my mooties so suicidal lately like same but is it something in the air or did the government poison the diet coke to weed out the anorexics

i feel so guilty every time i eat 😭 i havent had anything today but a rice cake and a piece of fried fish and i feel like a pig im just not going to eat tmrw

so close to being in the teens for bmi AGHHH

for my twin @cherry-vanilla-tea

just dont eat, fat lasts longer than flavor

convinced everyone im better but im actually worse

me because i did sm work convincing everyone that i got better and i cant destroy that now

i want to die but i know ill never have the confidence to do it myself, but nights like these i feel awful, its like a constant emptiness inside me all the time