Aight life update
Guess who got a job and been eating out for the last week and gained 2 kg
Yep me, now I decided to meal prep and eat oatmeal at work, but I'll eat between 1000-1200 so I won't faint cuz I keep running around all day therefore I burn lot of calories
I'm so back at losing weight again, I feel terrible rn
I miss the fun edblr era between 2018-2021 y'all are depressing asf
Trigger warning but
The days I cried myself to sleep because I was so fcking hungry but didn't eat was so so worth it
Now everyone compliments me, wants to be like me, I get 'skinny shamed' out of jealousy
My parents acts worried but always compliments my waist and the way clothes look on me
I don't care, I love life so much rn. I failed so much for years and now I'm finally so frickin' happy at 23 years old.
Ate chocolate today for the first time after a month
It was SO delicious I almost passed out from joy
When I don't eat something high cal my mom or dad eats it and it makes me more happy then when I eat it, seeing them happy and healthy.
Hunger disappearing the more you restrict and the more you lose the weight> Any delicious food
Smoking and vaping at the same time like I have an another body to live in
I had 614 calories today because we had dinner outside
It feels like a binge but I was so damn hungry😔
One of the biggest reason why I'm losing weight is to look as breakable as I feel, I'm naive as fxck so let me look like it
I'm using the dangerous tags again might as well just say goodbye to y'all if this blog gets popular and tumblr deletes this blog too for the millionth billionth time
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