52 Maybe A Moment Of Weakness With Evil!Marvin?

Sometimes I Can’t Talk

It’s not just social awkwardness or a fear of talking. I can be with people I’m comfortable with, yet I physically can’t get words out of my mouth! Participating in conversation can be extremely difficult at times. Sometimes all I can do is sit and listen!

no but i can’t get over this THE IMPLICATION THAT HENRIK WAS POSSESSED BY ANTI LONG ENOUGH OR HAS A STRONG ENOUGH CONNECTION TO HIM THAT SOMEONE STARTED TO CALL HIM DOCTOR GLITCH???

implies not only a relationship of use between them but potentially even a blurring of identity where Henrik lost track of who he was and may have begun to identify with Anti as a part of himself

suggests that Anti has made use of Henrik/Henrik’s body to the point that he most likely used him to do things that would normally be against his will, causing him to develop a reputation as “Doctor Glitch” which sure sounds like a supervillain name

is Henrik still struggling with this??? obsessed with finding Anti and undoing what he did while nightmaring through memories of Anti beneath his skin, feeling his body spasm and glitch and his mouth laugh as he was driven through the city doing Anti’s will? does he sometimes wake up and call himself Anti or think of himself as Doctor Glitch without thinking? is he haunted by the things he’s done?

it seems that perhaps Anti is in fact willing to allow himself to in some ways be absorbed into the identity of another ego. maybe he does not always insist on presenting himself as himself (black clothes, ripped jeans, torn throat, knife) but might actually abandon his signature appearance, clothes, and maybe even personality in favor of appearing the way the ego he’s possessing appeared (doctor’s outfit, Henrik’s appearance/ dapper outfit, mustache, Jameson’s appearance). this suggests either a malicious willingness to destroy the ego’s identity in an act of mockery, or an apathetic carelessness about the way that he appears, as long as he is able to do what he needs to do.

was there ever a point where Henrik found himself almost willingly going along with Anti’s will because of the identity blurring?? did he ever lose track of the person he used to be? does he struggle even now with convincing himself he’s a good person or that Anti is a bad one?

also just SO BAD-ASS the thought of an actual active Henrik and Anti sort of fusion, Anti’s powers seeping through a body that looks like Henrik’s, with that wild light he gets in his eyes and the doctor’s outfit on, covered in blood and holding a scalpel, puppeted by Anti’s will

i can’t get over this send help

for a long while i haven’t been myself and have shutted myself from people, i just don’t really know what to do anymore? it just seems like i can’t get a break sometimes. this is just a vent of my emotions that im currently going through. 

a lot of my friends like these two

this is very very rushed and I'm sorry but!! i cannot believe i haven't done art for @beerecordings until now!! this is their jackie red and marvin blue from @my-brothers-corrupted and i love them so very much and i hope this is at least close to what they look like!

oh FUCK. this is so good actually nepeta as a heart player is something so sorely underutilized in canon

couple of more pokemon doodles such as:

me standing in raihan’s jacket (actual size)

me and my cinderace, Pep, are the same

cinderace doesn’t like the feather..

airplane mode: on

cinderace doodles