And Thats The Tea

Hahahaha

reblog this if you started worrying about your weight before you were 16

O well fuck me

My dumbass had breakfast this morning, giving me a total of 300 calories for the day so far, and then we got coffee to celebrate birthday goods. I got a venti pumpkin spice cold brew with sugar free vanilla, and idk how much that is in calories, but we are gonna say like 350 just to be safe. So im at 650 for the day which is above my limit for the day and I want to hecking cry

A note to my body

I am sorry.

I have cut you, hit you, and burnt you. I have shoved more food into you than you can handle, jammed my fingers down your throat, and starved you for days until all you can see is stars.

I’ve consumed too much alcohol, too many substances, and exercised you into the ground.

But what I am the most sorry for is that I can’t seem to stop… no matter how much I want to be better for you, I don’t know how to stop this self destruction.

And for that, I am truly sorry

@ me sipping green tea after eating everything in my kitchen

And thats the tea

Self care who? I only know self harm.