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I start school again, today. It's 2am AND I'M NOT SLEEPING.
The president had a conference yesterday and he removed our mid-term break, every teen in my country is like:
we're sad, i'm sad.
Minecraft and cartoon network kept me alive.
I'm avoiding social contact since I fucked up my self-steem AGAIN.
And I started wondering what will happen if my girlfriend notices me acting weird, she did last time and:(. I don't want to have a mental breakdown and tell her I have an eating disorder. I don't want tu destroy everything again. I want to be okay but I can't even keep myself okay.
(Day 31??? of quarantine: april 14)
Me: -Eats 53 calories more than 400-
My ed: bITCH WTF YOU'RE DOING, THAT IS GONNA AFFECT YOUR WEIGHT LATER, thAT'S WHY YOU STILL IN THAT WEIGHT
Me:
A lot in the ana community: o yEAh cofFee YuM yUm iS my fAvorItE meAl
Me, who doesn't like coffee:
(Please tell me I'm not the only one who don't like coffee):
Me at the dinner of my first day of my vacations realizing that I can't fast because my parents and brothers are in vacations too:
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Yo en la cena de mi primer día de vacaciones dandome cuenta de que no puedo hacer fast porque mis padres y hermanos también están de vacaciones:
I'm literally ready to kms bc I ate some apple slices istg
U ever purge so much that when u consume anything ur stomach bubble or is that just me
A bitch jus wants to be thin
I just ate Mac and cheese and want to cry but what else is new
Jus another day of livin in a phAt body 🍞
Lol, the way imma boutta starve tomorrow
👁👄👁
I just had a panic attack from watching cloudy with a chance of meatballs....
To the bone vibes
Avoiding my brain by taking overtime shifts at work
Like heh,, ive cracked the system
The way i feel like an evil mastermind when i sneaky snake my way out of meals with my family
When ur family goes out (so ur home alone)
Its prime purge time
@ me sipping green tea after eating everything in my kitchen
Me waking up: ah what a beautiful day,, to sTarVe 🥰🥰