I Live In Hell And I'm The Devil

Everyone hates themselves so much. We all should do something to change this

la la la la

I need to get back on reading, somehow

I wish I was better at forcing myself to do what I don't want to do

there's people everywhere....

Far too normal to be who id like to be far too weird to be what people around me would like me to be

Can I say I like something without a ontologically evil divine force (my fuckass depression) taking it away from me real quick?

god gives his best flirtating skills to his most unloving soldiers

Rock paper scissors is a really good game. I like the part where you and your adversary start repeteadly throwing the same moves over and over because you both have picked up what the other will use next, but "rock paper scissors" isn't enough time to think about the opposite/complementary move to make yet so you have to try really hard.

I Wanted To Reblog Posts but unfortunately I only allow me to do such if my blog looks throughly organized and "me" at my core am truly disorganized. The monotony of a page with only short, irrelevant posts on my blog is for now a source of comfort

Wrote a paragraph of why i'm truly, and i mean truly, a bad person, kept away in drafts because if I din't it would be a public confession of why I should be shot. But in summary I am literally griffith