I Wanted To Reblog Posts but unfortunately I only allow me to do such if my blog looks throughly organized and "me" at my core am truly disorganized. The monotony of a page with only short, irrelevant posts on my blog is for now a source of comfort
I don't know much about marxism (yet) but man how I hate property
elder people go crazy if they see a young disabled person in the priority queue they decided not to go to
I think there's a big incongruence between my body & my mind but i don't see why they should have to match anyway.
Mmmm. Should I really have a radiohead url? Could've been, I don't know, a chico buarque's one instead. But what can I do, if waiting does drive you crazy
The only company for me is my own
I have been really self deprecating in my conversation, own thoughts, habits, etc. Which is, as many would say, very tiresome and annoying. Still, I don't think that noticing how bothering others with the guilt you feel for being bothersome is a "self fulfilling prophecy" will be the reason for me stop doing so, because I think that was atleast (but not necesseraly) uncounsciously the point from the start. It is a very egocentrical act, which is fitting for someone so insecure, to want to be right for once, to prove and to be proved correct. My intentions were never being loved, it was merely being seem (as something really unloveable)
I wish I was better at forcing myself to do what I don't want to do
Maybe to be someone i have to be myself. !
Far too normal to be who id like to be far too weird to be what people around me would like me to be
^_^