One Day No One Will Remember Me And I'll Be Still Alive

Just noticed that my suffering isn't righteous and that It doesnt absolve me nor does it purify the world fuckkk

I have been really self deprecating in my conversation, own thoughts, habits, etc. Which is, as many would say, very tiresome and annoying. Still, I don't think that noticing how bothering others with the guilt you feel for being bothersome is a "self fulfilling prophecy" will be the reason for me stop doing so, because I think that was atleast (but not necesseraly) uncounsciously the point from the start. It is a very egocentrical act, which is fitting for someone so insecure, to want to be right for once, to prove and to be proved correct. My intentions were never being loved, it was merely being seem (as something really unloveable)

My brain resets way too often

>be "me"

>post picture of the being "my" thoughts are intrinsically attached to since birth

>"this is My "me" and myself"

>"why aren't they both 'you"? Why is yourself something separated from the source of your perception of the world"

>"I don't like myself."

Flagellum...

I think there's a big incongruence between my body & my mind but i don't see why they should have to match anyway.

Maybe to be someone i have to be myself. !

Tomorrow I have to wake up at six AM. Today It's six AM and I haven't slept

Everyone hates themselves so much. We all should do something to change this

The idea of reblogging makes me a little embarassed. Feels like walking up to someone in their friendgroup and agreeing with them randomly