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Guys I'm so ashamed of myself right now. I'm almost crying.

I ate around 2200 kcal today, 2200

That's almost twice as much as normal.

I don't know whats going on. I don't know what I'm doing wrong, I'm actually eating less than normal. How in the world do I manage to fuck up so bad to eat almost twice as much calories as normal. How?

Okay guys an edit.

I recounted my calories and there not 2200, there about 1800. Which is still too much, like 800 too much, but its much better than 2200

Can you please explain your answer in the comments? That would be very helpful.

That's sounds very ominous

Mom you don’t get it the girls on tumblr are proud of me

Guys I almost had to cry. I ate around 2000 calories today. That's like 700 to 800 calories more than I normally do and it's twice as much as I want to eat. Who knew pita bread and haribo candy contained so many calories. I had like 6 candies and 3 pita bread but that weighed heavily into the calorie count. I'm going to try to eat less bread stuff and certainly less candy, I don't even really like candy, and less chips. I also didn't realize before that a handful of chips was like 200 to 300 calories.

I feel very much like a walking lump of fat right now. And I feel very bad for eating so much, I don't need this many calories. I need to consume meanspo, because the way this is going. Feel free to roast me in the comments and repost because I truly deserve it.

I've begon to workout. I need to do it in secret so it's not much. Does anyone have any tips? Also how can I trick my mom into thinking I ate a lot without actually eating? I can't just say I've eaten since we eat together.

And while I'm at it, how do I keep my hair from falling out? I've heard thar that's a big problem when losing weight. I want to keep my hair as it is please.

Guys I ate around 1291 kcal. That's less than yesterday! I also discovered why I was eating more than normal, I totally forgot that my period was coming. Nice surprise that was in the middle of a school day, luckily I had stuff with me and I didn't leak trough.

It's still no excuse why I eat so much though, I need to eat less. I saw a thin girl today and she's in my class. She's so beautiful and thin. I'm so fat in comparison with her.

Guys today I ate around 1300 kcal and I'm disgusted with myself. How can I eat this much? I'm going to look at meanspo en tips now, and in probably exercise a bit later.

six feet tall? you easily burn more than 1200cal a day. you are not a child

I am a child, I'm a 16 year old girl. Where I'm from it's very normal to be over 6 foot tall. I don't move that much and I'm build fragile. I don't burn more than 1200 a day, but I also don't lose any weight this way.

Guys I've eaten like a pig today, again.

I ate around 1296 kcal today. That's around the same number I always eat, but I just can't get it down. I need to eat less.

Oh and for you guys information:

I'm around six foot

I'm an almost 16 year old girl

And I weigh somewhere between 120-130 pounds. I don't have access to a scale.

Guys I'm feeling the definition of fat right now. Like I can't stop eating. I don't know what to do.

I don't really have pictures right now, but I don't have muscles I only have fat. I need to gaslight myself into eating less or better nothing. I'm going to search up meanspo now.

Pls send roast me in the comments, I need it.

I ate 1341 kcal/calories today and I feel fat. Why can't I resist food? I need meanspo.

If you don't like this, please block don't report. I know you think you're helping but I'll just find another way.

Guys I need help. I want to weigh myself, but I do not have access to a scale. Does someone know anything that can help me?

Pls don't report, if you don't like it, just block pls