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FUCK M Y FUCKING LIFE I HAVE SWIMMING TMRW ON MY P.E

Introducing me:

Hii, i’m märta!

a bit of info about me;

•pro recovery ofc!

• struggle with binge eating!

• minor

• have strict parents so tips about that’d be great!

• feel free to dm any time about anything!

• dni if; homophobe, anti @na, transphobe, racist, a creep or anything similar thx🥰

• always open for new friends!

and lastly, i’m kinda new so dont be scared to tell me if i do anything thats considered ’weird’ or strange on here!

okay guys i’ve been so offline, but so i basically fasted for 34 hours, woke up during the night cause i was ⭐️ving, and then when the morning came i felt so dizzy and sick that i had to eat something, and now the last 2 days ive been too scared to fast again, but i will soon! maybe its just me being delusional but i feel like my arms are less flabby, and i have lost a bit of weight (i think, i was just a tiny bit over 50 kg and that was when i had eaten a lot like 5 mins before!), which i’m seeing as progress! and if you want yo, i’d love to hear tips of how to skip/make it not suspicious to eat much of you meals!

guys, i’m as new as can be, so please can anyone tell me wether @na coaches actually exist or if its just in movies and such?

Also can someone be my buddy, to keep me from backing down again, and we can support each other?<3

♡ Tiny waist ♡

♡ Legspo ♡

♡ Handspo ♡

I need to lose weight, I'm getting fat. Like what do you mean a bmi of about 21?!?!

Do you people want to see my stats? It might be a push for me to get started again, because I've been slacking. Be free to leave any comment, doesn't matter what.

I'll start with my waist to chest ratio which is 0.86

Does anyone know what this means exactly

Help guys I'm so fat. Look at those thighs, they take up a lot of space. Meanspo is very welcome, as you see I need it.

I've realized that counting calories doesn't really do much for me. I just simply cannot stop eating. Does any one have any other methods, or tips for me. They're all welcome no matter how extreme.

Don't report, just block, you're not helping trust me.

Pro for me not for thee

Guys I over ate as shit today. I ate over 500 kcal more than my max, which is 1000 kcal. I need to stop treating myself with food. I need to earn food, yes, but it's not a reward. It's a necessity which you need to earn. Enough to survive, no more.

I do need to say those chocolate eggs are so good though, I'm addicted. And why the fuck er the fuck is bread, meat and my dam coffee so high kcal why? And fruit too like why? My life is a lie.

Send me meanspo or questions please, I'm bored, need inspiration and it's fun. Requests are open too.

And pro for me not for thee

And don't report me, just block

You're not doing anything you're just irritating as fuck

That rhymes, and was the only reason why I said fuck in that sentence.

Me equals fat

Thanks for listening to this presentation

And remember pro for me not for thee

1298 kcal today. I really don't know what to say. I'm tired all the time, I don't know what to do with my life. I've got a lot to do, but I can't even do some of those. I enjoy life as well, if only I was different. If only my life would be different. But it isn't I have to life with that. I sometimes have sudden motivations for things, and other times I'm depleted of energy. My bike rides to and from school have been getting harder and harder. As is getting up and down the stairs.

I don't get why though, as I haven't been losing weight I think. So I don't know. Maybe some shit has finally caught up with me. I've been looking up against some things, like almost scared even. I've been sort of betrayed by now exfriends. Which I should have seen coming, we were to different. I can't really hate them though, I'm surprised I even have friends lol.

And sorry for the rant, but also kinda not sorry. I hope yall didn't read this shit if you weren't interested.

My birthday is almost though, so that's fun. Does anyone have an idea about what I should ask for my birthday?

Or does anyone have any other questions, or have any meanspo to share? Please send them.

I've eaten around 1267 calories today. Which is much less than yesterday, but still to much. Really I'm not really learning that going over my limit is a bad thing. Does anyone know how to fix that? Most help is welcome, especially meanspo.

Guys 1434 kcal today. I feel like a massive blob of fat. Like 1000 kcal is my limit, which still is a lot. So how hard can it be? I did take some fotos. Feel free to send meanspo to this fatass.

And remember: I'm pro for me, not for thee

Don't report, just block. You're not helping if you do, I'll just find another way.

Guys I'm far over my limit today. My limit is 1000 calories, which still is a lot. I ate around 1500 calories today. I just couldn't stop eating, I have no self discipline. Please send meanspo, I need it.

Guys it's almost my birthday, and I need inspiration as to what to ask for. Please comment down any ideas. I'm turning 16 by the way.

I have tagged a few hobbies/obsessions, so if this turns up in your tags that's why.

People and aliens, how do you stay disciplined? Like I know that I can do it, but I, at the moment, do not have the discipline.

Do you beings have any tips for a fat feeling being?

I need help. Like I can't really hide not eating at home, do yall have any tips for that? But my main question is, how do I feel better about throwing food away? I can't waste food, I feel terrible when I do it. I have multiple reasons, but do you people and aliens have any tips on how to deal better with it?

Guys can my boobs get less big when I lose weight? I want to keep my boobs 😭 they're already very tiny. Can I lose them? Pls guys I need help.

Why does bread have to be so high kcal? Why does any food I like have to eat be so high kcal? I'm ate around 1191 kcal today, which is over my limit ugh. Oh and why does my favorite coffee have to be 90 kcal a cup? Like why?

1268 kcal to day. Too much. I just don't have enough self control. Can yall send me tips and meanspo, I need it.

If you don't like this, please just block don't report. I know you think you're helping, you're not I'll just find another way. Thank you <3

Guys I almost did it, I ate about 1084 kcal today. Perhaps a bit more. That's almost below 1000 kcal. If I could just stop myself from eating so much.

Guys I also took some measurements, since I wanted to track my weight loss somehow. I don't have access to a scale.

I also posted fotos recently by the way

I'm about six foot, about 180/181 cm.

And I'm a almost sixteen year old girl.

So here are the measurements, I'm using the metric system btw. It's about the circumference/outline.

Neck: 28 cm

Chest: 79 cm

Left upper arm: 23 cm

Right upper arm: 23cm

Waist: 68 cm

Hips: 84 cm

Left thigh: 50 cm

Right thigh: 50 cm

Left calf: 34 cm

Right calf: 34 cm

So what's you guys thoughts? Pls send your thoughts, especially if they're mean.

Guys be careful off @persona-nongrata

I don't know for sure, but he messaged me and in the end he asked for my age, I told him my age and asked him for his. He said 26, he didn't say anything else but he didn't block me either. I blocked him to be sure. I'm pretty sure that he found my account through this side of Tumblr.

So possibly a creep, but to be honest I'm not completely sure.

Hello people aliens, today I've eaten around 1149 kcal. That's 149 to much, I want to atleast be under 1000 kcal. Does someone have any tips on how to appear to be eating more than they actually are? Or any tips or meanspo in general. For inspo, I've been posting pictures. Yay..

I hate it though, how hard is it to resist? Not so much food, but my coffee etc. Which has a lot more kcal than I like. And why does bread have so many kcal? I don't like bread but I have to eat it.

Guys these are photos of me in the morning. Pls send meanso like I need it.

People and aliens, I've almost done it. Today I've eaten around 1070 kcal. My goal is to eat less than 1000 kcal everyday. I know I can get it back to under a 1000 kcal. I want to start exercising too. And I've posted some photo's in a recent post.

Can someone pls send some tricks to help me? I'm a bit lost.

Guys sort of my first body check

My stomach looks bigger than normal, because I didn't take this photo in the morning, instead somewhere after mid day.

It's not an excuse I know. Please roast me, I need it,or send meanspo I could use it.

Guys I'm almost on track. I've eaten around 1185 kcal today, which is almost 600 kcal less than yesterday. It's still not good enough though, I want it to atleast be less than 1000 kcal.

I'm going to start posting more pictures soon, so that I can see my progress. I don't own a scale😭. And perhaps I can serve for meanspo, as I am fat at the moment.