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No matter how depressed I am I don't cut, I don't cry, I don't try to kill myself, I eat.. Everything. Tonight I broke down and started eating an entire bowl of watermelon, usually from there I'd start making ramen noodles and a hot pocket but it wasn't enough.. I needed to fill that hole and food was how I learned to cope. I cried. For the first time in a long time I cried.. Because no amount of food will ever fill that hole..
BTW I talk about eating, and some gross stuff but not eating gross things
I ate good today :3
Yesterday I ate my only safe food fried rice at a certain restaurant and I ate it all!!! I didn’t even feel sick except a teeny tiny bit in my face cheeks, but I didn’t overeat or under eat wooo
Today I ate almost all my spaghetti! I was so happy, and I don’t think I overate but I’m not sure yet. I feel more sick than yesterday, but I’m just gonna keep telling myself I didn’t overeat to make sure my mind doesn’t make me puke. I shouldn’t though that rarely happens
just ate a shit ton of fruit n rice cakes
i feel like a fatass 😭