To Improve On The Levels (p-ranks And Challenges And Secrets. Y'know. Still Haven't Done 5-S Yet Though). So I Had More Time To Anticipate - Blog Posts

ultrakill peridots-nonsense ok so. i'm emotional right now. this has been stated. what also has been stated is the fact that this is my 2nd playthrough on a new device first time i finished it was in november and while altars of apostasy does make me pretty sad that's about the limit to ultkill emotions. it's really funny actually because i was so excited for heresy. i took longer to beat act 2 than i did the first time around cause i wanted to improve on the levels (p-ranks and challenges and secrets. y'know. still haven't done 5-S yet though). so i had more time to anticipate specifically. Gabe's rematch. i was THRILLED!!! i don't even know why!!!!! but i never stopped smiling the whole time i was fighting him!!! it got so bad the first time i got to his second phase that i had to actually pause for the better part of a minute from stimming so hard!! grinning like an idiot for five minutes straight!!! no fight or game has EVER made me feel that way before. the hk collector is a fun fight for sure and i sometimes get happy going up against characters i like from any games. however it fades as i get into the fight. it's never been nearly that grand. i was singing a lot too but sleeping family made it more of a whisper i ended up spending 24 minutes on it with 58 restarts. and yet i was ECSTATIC the whole time. i can see what it felt like to him now lol so. instantly on the verge of tears when i beat him. and when i got past the ending cutscene i broke. i love this game so so much... idk. sure this could've been a text to my friends or something but i do not care you all will hear of this cause this is the best thing ever actually. brb going to go tear up again though