“i’m so much better now!” I can barely sleep and I have the calories of an apple bookmarked
“i don’t hurt myself anymore!” My stomach is constantly growling and literally consuming itself
“well i don’t punish myself with harm” if i eat too much I fast until I’m lightheaded or pass out
day 3
these are my two favorite thinsp0s, i love the first girls hair and how beautiful her body is, and i like the second girls skin and how its so pale
“you attract what you fear” ahhhh bmi 16 i’m so scared oh noooo ahh
day thirty!!!
i can't believe i got thru this, im so happy, so if anyone's interested heres the 10 facts and my current stats:
1. i love philosophy, im doing it for gcse
2. cheesestrings are my favorite safe food
3. i have four older sisters
4. my most recent read was the karamazov brothers by fyodor dostoeyevsky
5. i once failed a science test with 12%
6. i am bisexual
7. i play the guitar and the drums
8. my favorite musicians are olivia rodrigo and dominic fike
9. i really want a pet cat and a domesticated pigeon when im older
10. my favorite animal is a black rain frog, search them up :)
and my stats are now this-
sw: 56.7
hw: 58.9
cw: 48.8
lw 48.6
my dreams are just dreams unfortunately
The 4n4 girlies wanting to st4rve but also have long thick hair down to their ass is so real but also so contradictory 💀
raging bc the fuck do u mean i havent eaten anything today and went on a long ass walk and im the same weight as i was yesterday trapped at 50kg rn whyyy
day twenty three gang!
yes definitely, ive always wanted to be thin, and in asia (where im from) the beauty standard is to be skinny and pale, and im neither unfortunately. tbf i live in a western country now, so ive started liking my skin more
i do not give a fuck if splenda is giving me cancer it’s chemicals or jumping out my window so i think i’m choosing the better option
i fear i am in love with my bsf i cant do this again oml when will i learn
i hate myself and i hate binging
loving food and having an eating disorder is so confusing