Day Nineteen
day nineteen
two weeks ago, when my friend and i went out she wanted to eat at nandos but its fine i only had the fries that day
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that one scar that's bigger than every other one for some reason>>>>>>>>>>>
its not like i hate food but i hate how it makes me feel insane, wdym im tweaking out bc a friend proposed a hang out and i cant 100% without a fail predict what we gonna end up eating bc she proposed 3 diffrent locations
day twenty nine
my definition of beauty is like a mix of asian standards and western ones, id love to be skinny and pale, with longer lashes and bigger eyes, but i quite like being shorter than average. i want longer fingers and a big thigh gap too
Replacing $h with an 3d like:
“i’m so much better now!” I can barely sleep and I have the calories of an apple bookmarked
“i don’t hurt myself anymore!” My stomach is constantly growling and literally consuming itself
“well i don’t punish myself with harm” if i eat too much I fast until I’m lightheaded or pass out
THIS BECAUSE WHY ARE PROTEIN BARS LIKE THREE QUID
starving is surprisingly expensive
lowcal alternatives, water enhancers, multivitamins, etc
in the phase of fasting where im having intense hunger cramps even when i chug water
i’m finding purg1ng more easier than not e4ting but i hate it
4 kilos away from being underweight 💕
"Well atleast I'm not doing drugs" I say as I do other destructive things
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