"Don't You Want Your Own Family?"

"Don't you want your own family?"

Of course I want it. Just another kind of family.

My dream is to have a house full of friends, where we can eat all together then playing cards until late in the night, laughing and singing. Or where we can have a hot chocolate and a deep conversation. A safe and welcoming space for me and my loved ones.

I want an additional bed to host those who come from afar and a big kitchen table for lunches and dinners.

I want someone to cook pies with, to travel with, to spend the Christmas holidays with.

I want to be loved and to love. That's a simple dream, really. That's my concept of family

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i love telling my friends i love them i love my friends

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4 months ago

I randomly give my friends gifts because whenever I saw whatever I got them, I thought of them. And I thought of how happy they would get from receiving the surprise. I like seeing my friends happy. I like letting them know that I do really think of them.

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1 year ago

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4 months ago

i love!!!! human contact!!!! with!!!! my friends!!!! like yes!!! put your leg over mine!!! let our knees touch!!!! hold my hand!!!! make excuses to touch my arm by drawing on my skin!!!!! stand close to me!!! lean into my space!!! slow dance super close to me!!!! hold my face in your hands or kick my foot to get my attention!!!!! put your arm around me when we’re standing or sitting around!!!! hug me from behind at the most random times!!! wrap around my leg like a koala for goodness sake!!! just!!!! share your connection of touch with me please!!!!!!

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4 months ago

Person: Are you ticklish?

Me internally: Yes omg I'm so glad you asked I'm very ticklish and I would like you to test that out right now and tease me about it and continue to make me laugh omg it's my favourite thing I'm so ticklish please keep reminding me of that omg omg omg

Me externally: Yeah but I actually don't mind it

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chronicallyembarassed

4 months ago

me: [vibrates with enthusiasm and love for friends]

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10 months ago