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this is not okay i get the exact same order every time i go to mcdonalds and my bsf will know something is up if the first time i agree to go in 3 months i dont get my average order
am i possibly overreacting by calculating how many cal0ries i need to save to eat out with my friend in three weeks 😭 why is a single burger like 800 cal0ries
day twenty three gang!
yes definitely, ive always wanted to be thin, and in asia (where im from) the beauty standard is to be skinny and pale, and im neither unfortunately. tbf i live in a western country now, so ive started liking my skin more
i just weighed myself after like a week im 50.1kg im so close to reaching the 40s but i have some intense training tmrw and im going to skip lunch
its a metab day, not a binge, i repeat to myself as i shake back and forth in my padded white room
day eleven
i dont really have a favorite thinsp0 blog, as i mainly find mine on pinterest but i love alternative thinsp0 and pink thinsp0
day nine
yes, i always got small comments about my weight from friends and family plus im asian and the weight standards are very harsh. ive never been overweight, but not eating gives me control and im so sick of being average in everything
the silence after you binge <<
day 7
my parents dont know im actively trying to lose weight, but they have noticed ive lost weight recently and my mum says i look slimmer which im taking as a win
stats today 💕
breakfast
--
lunch
--
dinner
3 hashbrowns
snacks
half a protein bar
calories eaten
722
calories burned
196
722-196=526
day six
yes, and its mainly cus im a junkorexic. i dont eat that much, but when i do its typically high in calories so its really easy for me to go over my calorie deficit unfortunately 💕
diets to try in new year! im going to try the hello kitty one in jan, but when my body is more used to not eating ill try skeleton 💕
day five
im losing weight because ive always been insecure of my body, and ive always felt massive. im broad and short, and i look so masculine i hate it. being skinny would make me feel better and honestly would make me feel more "valid" about having an 3d
i am not surviving christmas season tell me why i had 900 cal0ries today. fasting when all my family leave but thats not till after new years
"Are you okay? I noticed that you lost weight..."
