Ed But Not Ed Sheeran - Blog Posts

How is everyone today? I hope you're all having a decent day.

Some day I will have moots that are like me that are old and still fucking fighting every damn day.

REBLOG IF YOU'RE AN ACTIVE ÃNÅ ACCOUNT THIS MONTH I NEED MORE ACTIVE MUTUALS!!

just been forced to eat 507 cal wrap and that’s literally over half of my daily allowance I wanna cry

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

I will not succumb to gluttony

<3 ✨

updated my goals and dates because after i hit the pre-travel goal and went overseas, i completely fucked my routines up again. oh to be able to consume 2k calories a day and still lose weight because i'm walking and doing so much...

new date goal is my birthday. gotta hit it.

i used to think getting close to my goal weight would be a motivator, but man, the closer i get, the more i'm like 'wow! i'm so close! maybe i can relax a little today' and screw my progress over.

if i want to be within reach of my gw3 by halloween, i gotta go extra hard now TT

genuinely didn't think a plateau would happen to me. calories? in check. exercise? every day. plateau? couldn't be me.

and yet.

here we are.

so many of the reddit forums recommend eating at maintenance for a while and it makes me sick to even think about trying, so we're going to weigh and count everything obsessively again, not just the big/non-vegetable things, and lower the max daily calories to 800. i know that's actually a pretty high number for edblr, but 1000 had been working for me for so long…

wish me luck! almost excited to feel the pains again.

good morning beautiful people!

i hope everyone has a lovely binge-free day 💕

i want to binge so bad rn

its all i can think about

fml

My favorite thinspo of October

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@n4 girls after watching a low budget fuckass 3d movie for th1nsp0 and motivation

Lost 10kg and don't even feel hungry anymore

Doesn't eat > weight stays the same > frustration > binges > drops 2kg

WHAT

how the FUCK was i 48.6kg this morning when i weighed myself and now im 50.3 i hate metab days. i purged aswell ☹️

day twenty five

yes, but i prefer not to, so i only do it when i have to. my first experience was when i b!nged and ate alot of high carb stuff in one go and i immediately went to go purg3

some alternative thinsp0 for yall 🖤

all from 📌

day nine

yes, i always got small comments about my weight from friends and family plus im asian and the weight standards are very harsh. ive never been overweight, but not eating gives me control and im so sick of being average in everything

the silence after you binge <<

me because my weight starts with a 5 not a 3

how can i lose weight super fast? im going out this week and you can see how fat i am in my outfit. i hate it, i feel like all my friends judge me and i cant lose weight even tho im trying. i hate my body i just wish i was skinny. every time i look at the scale i hate myself more. anyway current weight is 53.4 kg and my goal for the end of the year is 40, so if anyone has any tips drop them below 🎀

I’ve binged so much this week, I feel s!ck. I can’t control it either, I always eat too much or too little and I hate it. I feel like such a pig and I’ve gained back all the weight I lost.

currently feel like i want to thr0w up, just binged alot at lunch and i regret it but i have severe emetophobia so id rather not

im getting so fat again, time to go on a diet 🎀 im going to try not to eat tomorrow, but I have sports so praying I don’t faint

What apps can I use to track things like fasting, weight loss and calories?

I gained a bunch of weight in the summer and I need to lose it bc I actually look disgusting now and I need a good tracking app if anyone knows one 🎀

I’m so tired of yearning for something insatiable

Do you people want to see my stats? It might be a push for me to get started again, because I've been slacking. Be free to leave any comment, doesn't matter what.

I'll start with my waist to chest ratio which is 0.86

Does anyone know what this means exactly