God I've Been So Inactive.
God I've been so inactive.
What I thought was recovery was just a VERY long binge cycle. My relationship with food just got worse and I hated everything about myself.
I still do but I'd rather hate myself while losing weight than hate myself while getting fat💔
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Reasons I want to be thin !! -`♡´-
1. CLOTHES!! Everything would look so much better, plus I want to try out different aesthetics and see what I like the most
2. Taking up less space. Everytime i sit down I feel huge...
3. Jewelry! A necklace would look so good if you could see my collarbones, rings on my slim hand, a bracelet that is too big because my wrist is so small^_^
4. Confidence. I would be more outgoing if I wasn't so insecure :(
5. Dancing. When I reach my ugw I'm definitely going to become a dancer, aiming for more elegance than a hip hop vibe
6. Not sweating so much. I also love the feeling of being cold and I would be more often!
7.A boyfriend. I just don't feel confident in myself enough to have a boyfriend... I don't wanna bring somebody down with my own insecurities
8. THE COMPLIMENTS!! I want to hear that my family is proud of my weight loss, want to see my friends notice the work I put into losing weight
9. Eating with friends/ in public without feeling horrible about myself and the way I look.
10. Looking in the mirror and not being ashamed of what I see. Stepping on the scale and feeling proud instead of feeling regret. It would be the best feeling ever!
Writing this so I remember that if I put in the work, this list will be reality☆
watching supersize vs superskinny is my guilty pleasure
Having a victim mentality towards weightlose is useless... "i had to eat because ___ made me" nobody can force u to eat... U CHOSE TO. Taking accountability for your actions will help you tremendously
I want to lose weight so the people who don't see me often are shock that i lost so much weight in a short amout of time.
Ate 1200 calories today omg i hate myself
Fr. Nothing more to say tbh.
Does anybody know how to get sick quickly ?? I'm trying to lose as much weight as I can before April 9th.
(any other suggestions are greatly appreciated !!)
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