What do you crave more, the food that you won't remember the taste of or the body that you constantly wish you had?
and yet I’m oversharing
Ate 1200 calories today omg i hate myself
Never waste money on food. Spend it on something that will give you happiness for more than just an hour!
RIP Nabokov you would’ve hated “lolita nymphette girls” and Lana Del Ray
Reasons I want to be thin !! -`♡´-
1. CLOTHES!! Everything would look so much better, plus I want to try out different aesthetics and see what I like the most
2. Taking up less space. Everytime i sit down I feel huge...
3. Jewelry! A necklace would look so good if you could see my collarbones, rings on my slim hand, a bracelet that is too big because my wrist is so small^_^
4. Confidence. I would be more outgoing if I wasn't so insecure :(
5. Dancing. When I reach my ugw I'm definitely going to become a dancer, aiming for more elegance than a hip hop vibe
6. Not sweating so much. I also love the feeling of being cold and I would be more often!
7.A boyfriend. I just don't feel confident in myself enough to have a boyfriend... I don't wanna bring somebody down with my own insecurities
8. THE COMPLIMENTS!! I want to hear that my family is proud of my weight loss, want to see my friends notice the work I put into losing weight
9. Eating with friends/ in public without feeling horrible about myself and the way I look.
10. Looking in the mirror and not being ashamed of what I see. Stepping on the scale and feeling proud instead of feeling regret. It would be the best feeling ever!
(any other suggestions are greatly appreciated !!)
I can’t write because I think to much
Only being able to complete a fast if you feel miserable<<
God i've been such a pig the last few days im going to start a fast PLEASE ENCOURAGE ME