Day One Of Getting Back Tf On Track

Lmao this post was actually the one that got my last blog t-worded, nothing else I ever posted blew up like this. Weird to see it in the wild.

The results I expect after one good day:

Ughhhggggg my parents definitely know I saw stuff about “signs of 3Ds in my kid” and stuff like that in their search bars. Plus they’ve been on my ass lately I’d be shocked if I’ve gained less than five pounds.

Since loosing a lot of weight in a couple months I’ve noticed I’m cold CONSTANTLY, which is amazing bc I used to be hot and sweaty all the time. Now I can wear lots of cute layers and long sleeves and still feel chilly! Summer is going to be SOOOOO much nicer like this

I will NOT binge this week I owe it to myself. I’m soooo close to my goal weight I can feel it.

Logging back onto Tumblr after a completely avoidable binge

DAY TWO of locking the fuck in again bc I have to lose at least seven pounds by summer 🗣️🗣️

Okay OMAD is still going well, I just wish my family didn’t pay so much attention. Also all the calories today are a little iffy bc a lot of this I couldn’t properly measure.

I ate three bits of pound cake bc I was forced to socially (about 40 cal) and Pad Kra Pao. TBH I have no clue how many calories that was. According to google it could be anything from 200-700+ cals. I’m thinking it’s on the smaller side bc my family uses NO spices but idk.

I was exhausted today (testing while starving is NOT for the weak aka me) so I only walked one mile and did a couple dance workouts. That should have burnt around 150-200 calories. Overall no matter how much the Pad Kra Pao was it was still a deficit, and I’m proud to have kept up these workouts/drinking more water. Tomorrow I have the day off school and I probably won’t be able to walk bc my mom started questioning me about it. She pretty much knows I have an ED so “overworking” myself via exercise will freak her out. Unless I could find a way to sneak around her but we’ll see. Here’s to not binging on my day off ✊

My mom is super suspicious of my ED so I can’t weigh myself near her anymore. I’m locking in this week and going over to my friends house this weekend so I can weigh myself then. If I don’t loose weight by then I think I’ll go insane. Like actually, literally I will crash out and go feral.

Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs

I hate binging

it makes me feel sick and gross and ugly

when I eat too much I want the feeling to go away as fast as possible

Dear future me, please don’t ever binge

IDC THAT SHE WAS ON SHIMMER AND FICTIONAL

jinx build is not a want, its a NEED