Logging Back Onto Tumblr After A Completely Avoidable Binge

I will NOT binge this week I owe it to myself. I’m soooo close to my goal weight I can feel it.

Day one of getting back tf on track

OMAD, my family gave me extra food so it was kind of more OMAD + snacks but it was fruits so it’s fine I guess

Calories consumed: 500 (494 but I’m rounding)

Calories burnt: 160

Calories in total: 340

Guys I’m feeling SO GOOD hopefully I can keep it up :333

Hey people I’m attempting recovery, so basically see y’all again in like a week and a half

Day three of LOCKING TF IN

Okay so I couldn’t OMAD or workout today bc I was home with my parents and they triggered a binge by making me eat more than I’d like. I’m glad I was kind of able to stop myself but god I hate binging so much. I feel so out of control. It’s much easier to not eat at all than it is to stop. I set a goal of max ten meals per week and I’ve used four so hopefully I can do a 48 hour fast before the weekend or smth.

Consumed: hard to say, max 1300 which is fucking disgusting but tbh I don’t think it was actually that much

Burnt: whatever you naturally burn in a day idk

Overall yes I’m pissed I binged, that sucks so fucking hard. But I’ve been trying to break a binge cycle and this is kind of progress? I guess? It was a lot better than my past binges and it was actually triggered, not just for no reason.

New intro post bc my last account got nerfed.

I don’t respond to DMs and I will usually avoid comments bc I’m scared of internet strangers. Just don’t be creepy pleaseeee

He/any

Cw: 107 lb

Lw: 103 lb

Gw1: 100 lb

Gw2: 94 lb

Ugw: 90 lb

Idk what else to put here lol. I love marvel, arcane, comics, and I’m a punk loser.

Since loosing a lot of weight in a couple months I’ve noticed I’m cold CONSTANTLY, which is amazing bc I used to be hot and sweaty all the time. Now I can wear lots of cute layers and long sleeves and still feel chilly! Summer is going to be SOOOOO much nicer like this

Okay so far this week OMAD is going well but 570 calories in one meal is ridiculous. Could be worse but still

My mom is super suspicious of my ED so I can’t weigh myself near her anymore. I’m locking in this week and going over to my friends house this weekend so I can weigh myself then. If I don’t loose weight by then I think I’ll go insane. Like actually, literally I will crash out and go feral.

Okay guys I need to lock in. So far I’m doing good today, got back on track with my workout and haven’t eaten anything yet, but I need to STAY CONSISTENT holy shit. I’m sick of doing great all week while at school then binging over the weekend bc my family wants me to eat more. This sucks ASS so hopefully telling y’all will keep me on track.

Lmao this post was actually the one that got my last blog t-worded, nothing else I ever posted blew up like this. Weird to see it in the wild.

The results I expect after one good day: