Me Trying To Finish A 30+ Hour Fast:

I’m still so pissed my last account was t-worded I didn’t realize how much I would miss my regular feed/the same people liking my posts and stuff this is so isolating :( if y’all don’t like smth block don’t report bc we literally always come back just feeling worse

Ughhhggggg my parents definitely know I saw stuff about “signs of 3Ds in my kid” and stuff like that in their search bars. Plus they’ve been on my ass lately I’d be shocked if I’ve gained less than five pounds.

Hey people I’m attempting recovery, so basically see y’all again in like a week and a half

Since loosing a lot of weight in a couple months I’ve noticed I’m cold CONSTANTLY, which is amazing bc I used to be hot and sweaty all the time. Now I can wear lots of cute layers and long sleeves and still feel chilly! Summer is going to be SOOOOO much nicer like this

My parents finally had the “you’re too skinny and looking too much weight” talk with me, which is obviously not fucking true. Now they’re yelling at me when I try to turn down food and forcing me to eat more. Istg I’m going to go insane. Sorry for being super inactive I just feel trapped as hell, I’m sure I’ve gained.

Guyssss my last account got t-worded :(( I figured it might happen at some point but that still suckssss. My last account was literally-gwenpool if anyone wanted to know lol.

@na is making me touch starved, I fear. I jerk away every time someone touches me because I don’t want them to feel how f@t I am. Even though literally no one gives a fuck except me.

I hate binging

it makes me feel sick and gross and ugly

when I eat too much I want the feeling to go away as fast as possible

Dear future me, please don’t ever binge

Day one of getting back tf on track

OMAD, my family gave me extra food so it was kind of more OMAD + snacks but it was fruits so it’s fine I guess

Calories consumed: 500 (494 but I’m rounding)

Calories burnt: 160

Calories in total: 340

Guys I’m feeling SO GOOD hopefully I can keep it up :333

Logging back onto Tumblr after a completely avoidable binge