Can someone pls explain kcals to me like I’m a second grader 💀
Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs
If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals
I was literally just thinking about this earlier but yeahhhh my original gw was 110 lb and I’m lighter than that now with a much lighter gw.
haha more memes because im definetly coping
Since loosing a lot of weight in a couple months I’ve noticed I’m cold CONSTANTLY, which is amazing bc I used to be hot and sweaty all the time. Now I can wear lots of cute layers and long sleeves and still feel chilly! Summer is going to be SOOOOO much nicer like this
Okay literally no one is going to see this but I need to vent. TW for an @na related vent ig
Okay my last account got t-worded and like two weeks later my parents confronted me about my ED and have been making me eat a lot more. I got caught in a binge cycle for about two weeks where I’d fast for two days, binge, OMAD, then binge for three days. It was disgusting and easily one of my lowest points with this shit. I’ve just barely been able to break that and been going back to my regular workouts/fasting. Today I managed to sneak away from my parents to weigh myself on a public scale (no scale in house bc my parents are super fucking onto me about this) and I gained FOUR POUNDS. WTF. I’ve never gained more than like two pounds since developing an 3d, I feel so gross. Great motivation but I’m also SO scared for summer break when I’m around my family all the time. Just going to eat as little as possible, give me all your motivation PLEASEEE. Currently 107 lb or 48 KG, feel free to f@t sh@m3 me and shit like that.
Okay guys I need to lock in. So far I’m doing good today, got back on track with my workout and haven’t eaten anything yet, but I need to STAY CONSISTENT holy shit. I’m sick of doing great all week while at school then binging over the weekend bc my family wants me to eat more. This sucks ASS so hopefully telling y’all will keep me on track.
I hate binging
it makes me feel sick and gross and ugly
when I eat too much I want the feeling to go away as fast as possible
Dear future me, please don’t ever binge
AFAB anablr is half cis girl “get skinny so you can be a fem feminine girly girl angel girl!” And half trans guy “get skinny bc maybe under all that skin there’s a boys body.” Both are equally as delusional but I’m on both sides so I can’t speak.
@na is making me touch starved, I fear. I jerk away every time someone touches me because I don’t want them to feel how f@t I am. Even though literally no one gives a fuck except me.
DAY FOUR OF LOCKING TF IN
I did pretty solid today, I managed to eat a small cookie without it triggering a binge. Continued with OMAD, hopefully will OMAD tomorrow as well. I’m going to a movie with my friend so I’ll bring some gum so I don’t eat the popcorn.
Consumed: 650 ish? Kinda hard to tell
Burnt: 60 (not as much as usual but blehhhh)
Total: 590 ish
Not much to say. I’ve definitely noticed my bloating going down but idk if I’ve actually lost anything. My parents are super onto me. Lowkey I’m at the point where stomach bloating is a pain but mostly easy to work off(?) but my arms/legs are HUGE and I hate it. My calves are actually pretty muscular and my lower arms are super skinny but my upper arms are HUGE