DAY FOUR OF LOCKING TF IN
DAY FOUR OF LOCKING TF IN
I did pretty solid today, I managed to eat a small cookie without it triggering a binge. Continued with OMAD, hopefully will OMAD tomorrow as well. I’m going to a movie with my friend so I’ll bring some gum so I don’t eat the popcorn.
Consumed: 650 ish? Kinda hard to tell
Burnt: 60 (not as much as usual but blehhhh)
Total: 590 ish
Not much to say. I’ve definitely noticed my bloating going down but idk if I’ve actually lost anything. My parents are super onto me. Lowkey I’m at the point where stomach bloating is a pain but mostly easy to work off(?) but my arms/legs are HUGE and I hate it. My calves are actually pretty muscular and my lower arms are super skinny but my upper arms are HUGE
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Okay so far this week OMAD is going well but 570 calories in one meal is ridiculous. Could be worse but still
IM SO PROUD I had a roughhhh week last week and today I stayed under my calorie limit!! Tomorrow should be the same, but I’m staying home Wednesday and my mom always makes me eat at least two meals and usually snacks so we’ll see :( STILL IM SUPER HAPPY WITH TODAY. I ate less than enough, drank a lotttt of water, got eight hours of sleep, and did most of my workout!
@na is making me touch starved, I fear. I jerk away every time someone touches me because I don’t want them to feel how f@t I am. Even though literally no one gives a fuck except me.
Me trying to finish a 30+ hour fast:
I was being a whiney bitch at school bc my stomach hurt and someone said “yeah bc you starve yourself, you literally never eat” YAY PEOPLE ARE NOTICING superrrr validating
Okay literally no one is going to see this but I need to vent. TW for an @na related vent ig
Okay my last account got t-worded and like two weeks later my parents confronted me about my ED and have been making me eat a lot more. I got caught in a binge cycle for about two weeks where I’d fast for two days, binge, OMAD, then binge for three days. It was disgusting and easily one of my lowest points with this shit. I’ve just barely been able to break that and been going back to my regular workouts/fasting. Today I managed to sneak away from my parents to weigh myself on a public scale (no scale in house bc my parents are super fucking onto me about this) and I gained FOUR POUNDS. WTF. I’ve never gained more than like two pounds since developing an 3d, I feel so gross. Great motivation but I’m also SO scared for summer break when I’m around my family all the time. Just going to eat as little as possible, give me all your motivation PLEASEEE. Currently 107 lb or 48 KG, feel free to f@t sh@m3 me and shit like that.
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