IM SO PROUD I Had A Roughhhh Week Last Week And Today I Stayed Under My Calorie Limit!! Tomorrow Should

Guyssss my last account got t-worded :(( I figured it might happen at some point but that still suckssss. My last account was literally-gwenpool if anyone wanted to know lol.

Okay I’ve done 24-30 hours without eating but most of that was while sleeping, this is my first time going a full day without eating and I feel AMAZING, completely on top of the world. I should be able to skip eating tomorrow until at least 12 pm? Depending on when my family forces me to eat, but WOW I feel great. So so proud of myself :3

IM SO PROUD I LOST A POUND I THOUGHT FOR SURE I HAD MAINTAINED EHEHEHEHE not to mentioned I weighed myself after eating bc I didn’t have a chance before so maybe I lost even less? Idk probably wistful thinking STILL SUPER PROUD SUMMER GOALS HERE I COME

DAY TWO of locking the fuck in again bc I have to lose at least seven pounds by summer 🗣️🗣️

Okay OMAD is still going well, I just wish my family didn’t pay so much attention. Also all the calories today are a little iffy bc a lot of this I couldn’t properly measure.

I ate three bits of pound cake bc I was forced to socially (about 40 cal) and Pad Kra Pao. TBH I have no clue how many calories that was. According to google it could be anything from 200-700+ cals. I’m thinking it’s on the smaller side bc my family uses NO spices but idk.

I was exhausted today (testing while starving is NOT for the weak aka me) so I only walked one mile and did a couple dance workouts. That should have burnt around 150-200 calories. Overall no matter how much the Pad Kra Pao was it was still a deficit, and I’m proud to have kept up these workouts/drinking more water. Tomorrow I have the day off school and I probably won’t be able to walk bc my mom started questioning me about it. She pretty much knows I have an ED so “overworking” myself via exercise will freak her out. Unless I could find a way to sneak around her but we’ll see. Here’s to not binging on my day off ✊

Since loosing a lot of weight in a couple months I’ve noticed I’m cold CONSTANTLY, which is amazing bc I used to be hot and sweaty all the time. Now I can wear lots of cute layers and long sleeves and still feel chilly! Summer is going to be SOOOOO much nicer like this

Lmao this post was actually the one that got my last blog t-worded, nothing else I ever posted blew up like this. Weird to see it in the wild.

The results I expect after one good day:

I will NOT binge this week I owe it to myself. I’m soooo close to my goal weight I can feel it.

IDC THAT SHE WAS ON SHIMMER AND FICTIONAL

jinx build is not a want, its a NEED

I’m locking in for m@lnutrition may or whatever tf we’re calling it. I hate this stupid fucking weight I’ve put on I am so beyond depressed lately. I had a major performance today, it went great and all I can think about is that four pounds I gained while trying to reassure my parents that I’m not disordered. They know, I’m sick of gaining weight trying to make them think I’m not. I hate myself so much, I hate that I couldn’t enjoy my performance. I am getting to my goals if it fucking kills me idc

I’m actually about to tweak tf out a distant family member is visiting for a couple days and my parents made me eat a LOT more in just the couple hours he’s been here. I’ve been begging my friend to invite me over for a sleepover because I’ve been doing so fucking well lately and loosing weight and this will not mess it up.