IM SO PROUD I LOST A POUND I THOUGHT FOR SURE I HAD MAINTAINED EHEHEHEHE Not To Mentioned I Weighed Myself

My mom is super suspicious of my ED so I can’t weigh myself near her anymore. I’m locking in this week and going over to my friends house this weekend so I can weigh myself then. If I don’t loose weight by then I think I’ll go insane. Like actually, literally I will crash out and go feral.

Okay guys I need to lock in. So far I’m doing good today, got back on track with my workout and haven’t eaten anything yet, but I need to STAY CONSISTENT holy shit. I’m sick of doing great all week while at school then binging over the weekend bc my family wants me to eat more. This sucks ASS so hopefully telling y’all will keep me on track.

I’m locking in for m@lnutrition may or whatever tf we’re calling it. I hate this stupid fucking weight I’ve put on I am so beyond depressed lately. I had a major performance today, it went great and all I can think about is that four pounds I gained while trying to reassure my parents that I’m not disordered. They know, I’m sick of gaining weight trying to make them think I’m not. I hate myself so much, I hate that I couldn’t enjoy my performance. I am getting to my goals if it fucking kills me idc

Ughhhggggg my parents definitely know I saw stuff about “signs of 3Ds in my kid” and stuff like that in their search bars. Plus they’ve been on my ass lately I’d be shocked if I’ve gained less than five pounds.

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He/any

Cw: 107 lb

Lw: 103 lb

Gw1: 100 lb

Gw2: 94 lb

Ugw: 90 lb

Idk what else to put here lol. I love marvel, arcane, comics, and I’m a punk loser.

I’m actually about to tweak tf out a distant family member is visiting for a couple days and my parents made me eat a LOT more in just the couple hours he’s been here. I’ve been begging my friend to invite me over for a sleepover because I’ve been doing so fucking well lately and loosing weight and this will not mess it up.

DAY TWO of locking the fuck in again bc I have to lose at least seven pounds by summer 🗣️🗣️

Okay OMAD is still going well, I just wish my family didn’t pay so much attention. Also all the calories today are a little iffy bc a lot of this I couldn’t properly measure.

I ate three bits of pound cake bc I was forced to socially (about 40 cal) and Pad Kra Pao. TBH I have no clue how many calories that was. According to google it could be anything from 200-700+ cals. I’m thinking it’s on the smaller side bc my family uses NO spices but idk.

I was exhausted today (testing while starving is NOT for the weak aka me) so I only walked one mile and did a couple dance workouts. That should have burnt around 150-200 calories. Overall no matter how much the Pad Kra Pao was it was still a deficit, and I’m proud to have kept up these workouts/drinking more water. Tomorrow I have the day off school and I probably won’t be able to walk bc my mom started questioning me about it. She pretty much knows I have an ED so “overworking” myself via exercise will freak her out. Unless I could find a way to sneak around her but we’ll see. Here’s to not binging on my day off ✊

I will NOT binge this week I owe it to myself. I’m soooo close to my goal weight I can feel it.

AFAB anablr is half cis girl “get skinny so you can be a fem feminine girly girl angel girl!” And half trans guy “get skinny bc maybe under all that skin there’s a boys body.” Both are equally as delusional but I’m on both sides so I can’t speak.

Me trying to finish a 30+ hour fast: