I’m Actually About To Tweak Tf Out A Distant Family Member Is Visiting For A Couple Days And My Parents

I will NOT binge this week I owe it to myself. I’m soooo close to my goal weight I can feel it.

New intro post bc my last account got nerfed.

I don’t respond to DMs and I will usually avoid comments bc I’m scared of internet strangers. Just don’t be creepy pleaseeee

He/any

Cw: 107 lb

Lw: 103 lb

Gw1: 100 lb

Gw2: 94 lb

Ugw: 90 lb

Idk what else to put here lol. I love marvel, arcane, comics, and I’m a punk loser.

I’m still so pissed my last account was t-worded I didn’t realize how much I would miss my regular feed/the same people liking my posts and stuff this is so isolating :( if y’all don’t like smth block don’t report bc we literally always come back just feeling worse

Okay guys I need to lock in. So far I’m doing good today, got back on track with my workout and haven’t eaten anything yet, but I need to STAY CONSISTENT holy shit. I’m sick of doing great all week while at school then binging over the weekend bc my family wants me to eat more. This sucks ASS so hopefully telling y’all will keep me on track.

Day one of getting back tf on track

OMAD, my family gave me extra food so it was kind of more OMAD + snacks but it was fruits so it’s fine I guess

Calories consumed: 500 (494 but I’m rounding)

Calories burnt: 160

Calories in total: 340

Guys I’m feeling SO GOOD hopefully I can keep it up :333

I’m locking in for m@lnutrition may or whatever tf we’re calling it. I hate this stupid fucking weight I’ve put on I am so beyond depressed lately. I had a major performance today, it went great and all I can think about is that four pounds I gained while trying to reassure my parents that I’m not disordered. They know, I’m sick of gaining weight trying to make them think I’m not. I hate myself so much, I hate that I couldn’t enjoy my performance. I am getting to my goals if it fucking kills me idc

IM SO PROUD I LOST A POUND I THOUGHT FOR SURE I HAD MAINTAINED EHEHEHEHE not to mentioned I weighed myself after eating bc I didn’t have a chance before so maybe I lost even less? Idk probably wistful thinking STILL SUPER PROUD SUMMER GOALS HERE I COME

Logging back onto Tumblr after a completely avoidable binge

I hate binging

it makes me feel sick and gross and ugly

when I eat too much I want the feeling to go away as fast as possible

Dear future me, please don’t ever binge

Ughhhggggg my parents definitely know I saw stuff about “signs of 3Ds in my kid” and stuff like that in their search bars. Plus they’ve been on my ass lately I’d be shocked if I’ve gained less than five pounds.