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Day one of getting back tf on track

OMAD, my family gave me extra food so it was kind of more OMAD + snacks but it was fruits so it’s fine I guess

Calories consumed: 500 (494 but I’m rounding)

Calories burnt: 160

Calories in total: 340

Guys I’m feeling SO GOOD hopefully I can keep it up :333

Lmao this post was actually the one that got my last blog t-worded, nothing else I ever posted blew up like this. Weird to see it in the wild.

The results I expect after one good day:

Okay I’ve done 24-30 hours without eating but most of that was while sleeping, this is my first time going a full day without eating and I feel AMAZING, completely on top of the world. I should be able to skip eating tomorrow until at least 12 pm? Depending on when my family forces me to eat, but WOW I feel great. So so proud of myself :3

Okay literally no one is going to see this but I need to vent. TW for an @na related vent ig

Okay my last account got t-worded and like two weeks later my parents confronted me about my ED and have been making me eat a lot more. I got caught in a binge cycle for about two weeks where I’d fast for two days, binge, OMAD, then binge for three days. It was disgusting and easily one of my lowest points with this shit. I’ve just barely been able to break that and been going back to my regular workouts/fasting. Today I managed to sneak away from my parents to weigh myself on a public scale (no scale in house bc my parents are super fucking onto me about this) and I gained FOUR POUNDS. WTF. I’ve never gained more than like two pounds since developing an 3d, I feel so gross. Great motivation but I’m also SO scared for summer break when I’m around my family all the time. Just going to eat as little as possible, give me all your motivation PLEASEEE. Currently 107 lb or 48 KG, feel free to f@t sh@m3 me and shit like that.

My mom is super suspicious of my ED so I can’t weigh myself near her anymore. I’m locking in this week and going over to my friends house this weekend so I can weigh myself then. If I don’t loose weight by then I think I’ll go insane. Like actually, literally I will crash out and go feral.

DAY FOUR OF LOCKING TF IN

I did pretty solid today, I managed to eat a small cookie without it triggering a binge. Continued with OMAD, hopefully will OMAD tomorrow as well. I’m going to a movie with my friend so I’ll bring some gum so I don’t eat the popcorn.

Consumed: 650 ish? Kinda hard to tell

Burnt: 60 (not as much as usual but blehhhh)

Total: 590 ish

Not much to say. I’ve definitely noticed my bloating going down but idk if I’ve actually lost anything. My parents are super onto me. Lowkey I’m at the point where stomach bloating is a pain but mostly easy to work off(?) but my arms/legs are HUGE and I hate it. My calves are actually pretty muscular and my lower arms are super skinny but my upper arms are HUGE

Restaurants that don’t include calories on their menus are my biggest opps fr

IM SO PROUD I had a roughhhh week last week and today I stayed under my calorie limit!! Tomorrow should be the same, but I’m staying home Wednesday and my mom always makes me eat at least two meals and usually snacks so we’ll see :( STILL IM SUPER HAPPY WITH TODAY. I ate less than enough, drank a lotttt of water, got eight hours of sleep, and did most of my workout!

I was literally just thinking about this earlier but yeahhhh my original gw was 110 lb and I’m lighter than that now with a much lighter gw.

haha more memes because im definetly coping

My parents finally had the “you’re too skinny and looking too much weight” talk with me, which is obviously not fucking true. Now they’re yelling at me when I try to turn down food and forcing me to eat more. Istg I’m going to go insane. Sorry for being super inactive I just feel trapped as hell, I’m sure I’ve gained.